ibland undrar jag om ngn bryr sig egentligen, nu säger ni(om det är ngn som läser det vill säga) att det är klart att det är... men ibland undrar jag...

jag längtar, jag vet inte efter vad, men jag längtar... just nu är jag inne i en sån där musiklyssnarperiod, bla blir det muse, evanescence, paramore, eller varför inte Kevin Max. musik som är så vacker så att man vill gråta.

ibland önskar jag att jag var som alla andra, men förstår inte hur det skulle gå till. sen vill jag nog innerst inne inte vara som alla andra. jag tänker att de allra flesta har en mask, den kan vara mer eller mindre genomskinlig men iaf, en mask som gömmer den riktiga personligheten. En bra låt om det är Stained Glass Masquerade av Casting crowns.


Stained Glass Masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Chorus:
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

Chorus (x2)

But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small